Someone who wants to write just for the hell of seeing his thoughts

Voicemail

1 New Voicemail on my screen

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You have one new voicemail

-Beep-

“Some days you tell me you want to see me

Yet no time is set aside

You tell me your depression and anxiety have you holed up

Yet it's also pushing me away and I feel hurt

I feel so hurt

And what's worse is I know the rationale of my pain

It feels selfish to admit it

Like I am a child saying

“Look at me! Look at me!”

But god fucking damnit

LOOK AT ME!!!!

SHARE MY SPACE AND MY TIME!!!

…….I love you

And you tell me you love me

More and more each day

But why can't we just see each other

I don't care if your place is a wreck

Who gives a shit

I'll sneak in minutes with you in between class

And I'll see you before and after work

Hell I'll come to you on your days off

While I'm at work

I just want to see you

We both are away for so long on our own

Why does it bother you so much to just see me

Your partner

Your friend

YOUR LOVER!!!!

You wanted to be in this so why does your pain and suffering become the barrier for us

Why do YOU get to decide when WE see each other…..

Call me when you get this message”

-Beep-

Swimming

Goodnight Alex